Friday, March 11, 2011

Life has Been Busy!

So the last few weeks have really been running wild.  I've had very little time for Vic time and therefore my rants on here on my blog have come to a standstill.  This was not what I had planned when I began the blog, I made goal was to blog almost daily.  Well life got in the way as it often does.  Between everything that has been happening with my grandparents and having a lovely seasonal head cold life just hasn't been able to allow me time!
I had a great friend ask me why I give so much of myself others... To answer this with just one word is tough.  I often do what just feels right at that moment.  At the moment being there for my grandparents is number one.  Yes I know that I need to live my life and accept what is happening yet it's really hard when you see someone you love so much slipping away.  There may be a day that I am able to come to terms that my grandmother is no longer the same person she was just a short while ago in time.  However until that time comes I will do what needs to be done... even if that means I have to give more of my personal time up.  I'm not a fool I know when my body has reached the limit of saturation and when I have to back up and readjust what is going on.
All this running around and taking care of others has taken a toll on me.  I’ve developed a great giant head cold.  I'm now just doing my best to not have it turn into a full case of  bronchitis as it often does for me... fingers crossed!

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