So the last few weeks have really been running wild. I've had very little time for Vic time and therefore my rants on here on my blog have come to a standstill. This was not what I had planned when I began the blog, I made goal was to blog almost daily. Well life got in the way as it often does. Between everything that has been happening with my grandparents and having a lovely seasonal head cold life just hasn't been able to allow me time!
I had a great friend ask me why I give so much of myself others... To answer this with just one word is tough. I often do what just feels right at that moment. At the moment being there for my grandparents is number one. Yes I know that I need to live my life and accept what is happening yet it's really hard when you see someone you love so much slipping away. There may be a day that I am able to come to terms that my grandmother is no longer the same person she was just a short while ago in time. However until that time comes I will do what needs to be done... even if that means I have to give more of my personal time up. I'm not a fool I know when my body has reached the limit of saturation and when I have to back up and readjust what is going on.
All this running around and taking care of others has taken a toll on me. I’ve developed a great giant head cold. I'm now just doing my best to not have it turn into a full case of bronchitis as it often does for me... fingers crossed!
